Sunday, 30 September 2007 / 9:03 pm
To be hurt - yes currently im hurt
To feel lost - im lost...;\
To be left out in the dark - in the dark stormy night.
To be kicked when you're down - obviously. see those footprints :\
To feel like you've been pushed around - i am being pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down - im already trying to break down
And no one's there to save you - who else. all hope is lost.
No you don't know what it's like - yup no one else knows.
Welcome to my life -huanyingguanling
im totally lost.
what to do.
i tried to cry.
everywhere i could think of.
the last place was in the toilet.
nothing came out.
except carbon dioxide.
is it trying to say its no use crying over a guy like this or,
im strong.
;\ only the smilies i use can express my feelings.
but somehow i dont even think it can.
is there a equal person i can talk to ?
a person that understands my feelings..
its almost 10months..
ive tolerated the first one,
but the second,i just cant take it.....
at least the first one told me the truth...
second one just lied to me..just like that
cant she be straightforward ..
say it to my face im not scared.
it happened before.
lyin makes it worse.
think about it.
moodless.
dont feel like studying.
now copying wilson's speech
i study because of him,only him.well ... im gona fail for geography.badly.
anyone wants to talk to me,
please do...
and 1st question ye gona ask me, what happen?
well..this is what happened.
it went overboard for me.
her purpose to be my "friend" was just to ask me those pathetic questions
`eslyn
never once again indulging in those drugs -
LOVE17o4o7&26o9o7 will always be remembered