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Friday 29 February 2008 / 7:46 pm
idiot lahs, couldnt fall asleep yesterday
was thinking about my handphone/
stupid larhs....

i too worried this morning that i dont feel sleepy at all T.T
then was mt,had tingxie, didnt learn, dont care.
then had math.
HAHS, on mon we have one more period with mdmchan then we can say byebye to her (:
then pe, ran 2 rounds, &had free games.
LOLmrtan went up to the gallery? to help take shuttlecocks down
he climbed all the way to the sides XD
then we play doubles lo.
megan & i against mrtan & amirul/hafiz/helmi
all the guys there werent spared.
all no more father's day, including mrtan
XDDD was laughing so damn hard.
lol..~ then after tht recess.
stupid la. i do finish duty le & i wanr go back class early..
then the stupid veera go smack my head so hardd.
then i chase him around..who knew i fell down. TTTTT.TTTTT
fcuk lahs, my leg like some sort of ache la.
dno what happened, wait till tmr see whether got swollen or anything lo
all i know is i cannot walk properly.
aiyah & i cant play badminton.
yala after tht, had english in com lab loh
everyone was disagreed to mrs lee & her stupid plans
everyone was wootings when she told us she leaving somewhere around july.
WOOTS!!! XD
then history YAY my favourite period amongst all..'
was fun im lovin it. might reconsider which subject im choosing.
then after school ranjetha,yinkee,wendy,xinen,laytin ...
pei-ed me go police station.
lols, then dno how tht ong jiewei know about it...
then he followed us loh ZZZ-.-
he thought what happened, so concerned ~~ XDDD
yala then went to report.
**********************************
dont tell you ar.HAH, confidential.
anws i hope i survive the weekends,
then went back school with ranjetha to "slack"
so went her classroom sat there..do some stuff.
then went linguistic paradise to sit .
stupid she was tht idiot tht wanted to go parade sq & all.
fuck can? she ps-ed me la, -'-
hahas, so fun. its not like i psed you before.
cant you just face him?stupid can.
after tht went home myself.
since no one pei-ed me, i was thinking wildy about my phone


Thursday 28 February 2008 / 8:12 pm
ARGHHHH,
CBCBCBCBBCBCBCBCBBCB
NBNBNBNBNBNBNBNNBNB
ZOMGMGGGGGGGMGMGMMGG
ARRRR,FUCK IT LA.
PCB,
MY PHONE GOT STOLEN IN CLASS .
DAMN BLOODY FUCKED UP,
IF I EVER FIND OUT WHO DID IT,
YOURE DAMN BLOODY DEAD, IM GONNAR KICK YOU SO HARD.
CB, CURSE YOU LA.
NO BABY IN LIFE,&BE BEHIND BARS FOR LIFE LA.
HOPE YOU LEAD A ROUGH LIFE.
FUCK LA, I SPENT 3 MONTHS BEGGING MY FATHER SO THAT I CAN GET THIS PHONE.
HE SPENT HIS $483 ON IT..
T.T IM SO SORRY SIAS, DAMNIT LA
KAAAAAAOOOOO,-'-
IM ALREADY LINIENT ALREADY OK,
aiyah,thanks for those who helped me,
the whole class did (:
actually losing it is okay, but its telling my parents that i find difficult.
haish, bad mood, damnn it.
thanks to those that REALLY helped a lot.
sharvin,amirul,yeajing,megan,tingmei,buvan,choonlong,yinkee,wendy
AIYAH JOEY, KAOPEI LA.
CB GO TELL TELL TELL,ASK MARWAN FUCK YOU LA.
SO BIGMOUTH FOR WHAT,
LOOK WHOS TALKING, DNO WHICH BITCH SO BLABBER MOUTH.
CCB LA.
haish, i'd do anything to get it back.
even if it means getting close to tht banglah.
please god, im begging you.
just let me get my phone back.
im gonar appriciate a hell lot.
actually, even if buvan they all fork up to buy a second hand phone, its no use,
my SIM card is like inside.
kao, 3rd case in my class le leh.
mine the most expensive one lohs.
DAMN LA. BLOODY TOOT.
DAMN BLOODY FUCK LA.
THT DUMBFUCKED PERSON,
HOPE YOU'LL SLIP ON A BANANA AND GET PARALISED.
aiyah fuck it luhs, whole class suspecting the one & only motherfucker.
so boliao just go home drink your mother milk la.

how bad can my day get?


Wednesday 27 February 2008 / 7:26 pm
blabs,today's assembly was a bore.
~esp when everything relates to lee.
hahas,but i still love it man, wasted half of math period
;p then was english..
lols, 2e2&2e4 are entering this online competition..
we're supposed to design a webpage tht relates to the enviornment.
lols, my group was supposed to work with xinyi & her group members
(: , recess- the greentea tasted so sweet.
then was science, i better start revising already...
then literature, our group was disturbing sharvin..XDDD
then was mothertongue..
l-a-w-l-s i drew on my hand infront on osama,
she didnt care mans, HHAHAHAHs, she cant confiscated my hand.
after school, went cbm to eat lunch.
then went back to school,wanted do english in com lab.
but then the sec1s using, damnit.
so went lvl3 there lohs, wanted to do the planning,
but in the end just slack there,
kengteng & wendy mei tagged along.
so megan,tingmei,leeqing,kengteng&wendy
were bad mouthing joey. (:
aw damn, she sucks. she's the mose ugliest girl in our class.
tingmei isnt, at least tingmei has beauty somewhere inside of her,
& thts her kindness, joey?
she has nothing, NOTHING.
she's like a toad lusting for swan's flesh.
then went mac with kengteng, slacked there lo
did some crazystuff, maybe post the pictures later?

heh,im somehow successful.


Tuesday 26 February 2008 / 8:42 pm
heh, finally it rains.
everytime i wished for it to rain, it doesnt.
everytime i didnt want it to rain, it rains.
how pathetic...~ esp at a time like this.
fine,was art. im sososososo lucky it wasnt my turn to present.
i didnt do finish, HAH.
im so gonna chiong today.
maybe show you my masterpeice some other time?
hmms then english~the presentation
lols, i realised my presentation wasnt saved in ppt format.
so used megan's copy. which was dull & boring.
but nevermind derh, as long as we have something to present
then tht cb teckchee say amirul's group copied his slides.
what slides? what he presented was a song
he said' you know, i can sue you for plagerism'
kao, not like its worth a mil dollars, not like you can lose anything from it.
you dont even have evidence dno talk what sai.
then recess, heard amirul & teckchee fought.
both verbally & physically.
lols, so both went to see the om's
lols blaaaa then was pw. -sian.
then sci - sian-er
then mt- super sian-ed
ok.....then im so guai today,
go home straight & slept till 7
i planned my afternoon the whole morning....
so damn bloody tired...tmr,hmms.
maybe repeat the process, IF im tht tired,
or i get to stay back for any stupid reason.

lucky i forgot about it at the right time cause, i dont wanr be depress over something i know i'll never get.


Monday 25 February 2008 / 8:19 pm

it comes in different shapes & sizes (:

kengteng advertising for KITKAT.
well, today morning was quite late because of KENGTENG!!
%#&%&^#$@ kao, she made me wait for her.
then sit behind behind lo, so noisy.
then had math, argh, damn boring.
at least i did pay attention - a little.
then geo, lols, didnt laugh tht hard today.
then science- as usual nothing to say.
recess- green tea tasted bitter & odd.
f&n spent 3 periods in com lab
doing course work.
then CE, letashia lost her wallet.
there's some sort of taboo in our class.
RED colour wallets tend to be stolen or misplaced
:p maybe today is not her day perhaps.
then wasted time to search our bags again.~ lols.
then find kengteng go bbt shop find tht horny bastard.
dno who was the one wasting time~ ...
went j8.
then bla the horny bastard go pierce ...
kengteng backed out the last min. XD
then bla go kfc, talked crap
stupid kengteng go touch ppl neh.
then blabla walked around.
then went cbss mac with kengteng.
she treat me lemon ice blended? ARGH sour.
she pregnant with flabby babies,so i dont blame her.
after tht since we had the horny bastard bag,
kengteng wanted to bring it home. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
then blahs, went to her house.
helped her take licence, damn i suck laaaaaaaaaa T.T
blahs. then went home blablabalablablablaablabalblabalbalbalba


Sunday 24 February 2008 / 10:04 pm
ytd talked on the phone with kt & zw.
LOLS, funnyfunny,
instead of flabby&saggies,
its now shakies.
anw talked with kt after tht for 2hours.

my body is aching everywhere
from head to toes. argh.
today morning went tution,
sianzzzsss
then wanted to go hub with kt
but in the end she couldnt make it.
zzzz~
slept the whole afternoon.


Saturday 23 February 2008 / 9:37 pm
ARRRGH tht horny bastard showed me porn ytd
CORRUPTED.
like what kt would say, EYE POLLUTION!
GLOBAL WARMING PPL.
kao, he's some sort of g@y (:
he's interested in fat woman&guy porn
sickooo.
THIS MESSAGE GOES OUT TO ALL MDMYICK RELATED PPL.
join my mdmyick fan club (:
once youve join, you'll be garunteed happiness for life.
tht includes being mao-y
getting a mush haircut & all.
OHMYGOODNESS. of course im joking,
only idiots would do tht. ;p

okay went badm today.
shall not elabo on those 'stupid' comments i have.
trained hard today.
ran until my legs were gonna get torn apart.
bought bbt then went home (:
slept throughout the whole afternoon.
i gotta move on with my life, ive made my decision. what for continue.


Friday 22 February 2008 / 10:24 pm

let me continue being lame with those freaks. ive got nobody to turn to


Teardrops On My Guitar lyrics

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.


/ 2:18 pm

please laugh your ass out. after reading this.
give constructive comments,
what should i draw in the next chapter (:
feat, kenneth,zhongwei & mush

XD, , ROFLMAO , 'MY IDOL/sis-in-law '
hmmms, had mt 1st period.
then math,
then pe, had free games.
so played badminton
LMAO SO GODAMN FUNNY!
me& megan against helmi,hafiz,javier&hongming
LOLS, i laughed so hard tht i needed to go to the toilet XD
then came back..laughed again
this time i laugh until i fell down XDDDDD
recess, ARRH GO DIE KENGTENG&XINYI.
i envy you so. but nvm i dont give a damn about it anws.
then english, stupid test,
you know what tht tooty said?
amirul asked her whether it'll be counted in our CA's
then she replied' if you all score high marks, i wont key in the marks, but if you fail terriby i'll key in the marks'
what sorta baichi is she? no logical sense..
it should be vice versa, HELLO~?
IMY miss chin, our class lovesss your english period,
we want you back so badly..
too bad i cant accept changes in life.
thenthen history, my FAVE period.
was damn bloody fun.
score update: GB:47 BB:62 OBL:48
HAH our group MUST win,
ms sasi said whichever group tht has the highest points by week10, will have a treat from her.
-canadian pizza 2-4-1 (:
HAHS && my group is leadinggggg.
then went mac alone.
needed to find someone to pei me go home.
cause tht damn bloody farking black ass down there.
so sat with letashia talked some stuff
&i finally understand what r/s she has with harshbrown
then pooja told me loadsss of things
HAHAS someone like rebecca.
&&i got loadsss of info. HAH,, tmr im gonna squeeze out more from her.
then bused back home with ranjetha.

HAH& i finish the MDMYICK comic.
starring- zhongwei, kenneth & mdmyick.
you all should be honoured.


Thursday 21 February 2008 / 8:53 pm
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHSHS
stupid luhs, i hate tht lee luhs can
-'- she failed the whole class for the damn bloody english AA
kao, she didnt explain porperly what she wanted.
it was like she gave us only one day to get everything done.
cb, then was like rushing like hell.
ttc group was singing halfway,
not bad le, tht bloody cb had to interupt and say
' WHERE are the lyrics? how can we follow & balbalablbalablabalbalbalalba'
she didnt even request for it ytd. still talk so much
then she wanted it put up,
so ttc was halfway taking out the visualiser when tht woman just say walkover
next group. NB where got such thing,
you wanted the group to show the thing then you say walkover
then letashia's group
they have this problem with the sound
so took them 5 mins to get sound & all
but then the normal thingy got sound
only tht video dont have, so they tried to get it.
tht cb dno what la, ask us all go back
say show us kamilah's group presentation
WTF? she didnt say we could do ppt.
&then said what were we doing? say why we dance?
WHO WAS THT IDIOT THT SAID WE COULD DANCE?
damn la, then she keep bla-ing.
everyone stand up for each other
then tht amirul scold fcuk & she didnt care, zzz
then talk finish we all say her.
then she ask amirul they all try the youtube for sound.
then they doing the thingy, then tht woman ask them what they doing.
-.-' she got stm uhs?
dno why but i cant rmb everything- no point rmbing.
she was comparing us with 2e4.
PLEASE, only one group in their class pass,
nothing special .
&&she keeps on contradicting herself. zzz f3
damn her la
then tm,lq&megan went my house do project.
more like playing maple & joking around :p

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
睡著的大提琴
安靜的舊舊的
我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道
你沒有捨不得
你說你也會難過我不相信

牽著你陪著 我也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開

Chorus

你要我說多難堪
我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份
包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多
我會一直好好過
你已經遠遠離開
我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份
安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你
是因為我太愛你

the pain eases away, & the feeling gets lost each passing day.


Wednesday 20 February 2008 / 10:49 pm
animal instinct- the cranberries.

Suddenly something has happened to me
As I was having my cup of tea
Suddenly I was feeling depressed
I was utterly and totally stressed
Do you know you made me cry
Do you know you made me die
And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see

And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt
It is a lovely thing that we have
It is a lovely thing that we
It is a lovely thing, the animal
The animal instinct
So take my hands and come with me
We will change reality
So take my hands and we will pray
They won't take you away
They will never make me cry,no
They will never make me die
And the thing thatgets to me
Is you'll never really see
And thething that freaks me out
Is I'll always be indoubt
The animal, the animal, the animal instinctin me
It's the animal, the animal, the animal instinct in me
It's the animal, it's the animal,it's the animal instinct in me x2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U2cwYz9T_3o

read & you'll get it.
song not tht nice,its just part of the lyrics
moodless, stupid english thingy doesnt work & all.
-'- , donno who to turn to now.
nobody seems to really understand.
they all think it's just a big joke
im really serious.


/ 8:21 pm

back of my file

front.


heh,morning was laughing like hell.
everyone booed ttc & woots for christoper XD
blaaaaaaaaaaaaa stupid idiot, had to do 88lines for math.
&yay history thingy cancelled.
english was making a parody of the songs.
i sing until sooo damn nice.. so proud of my work.
tm & her stripping times.
recess time was laughing like hell again.
this time we were talking about period XDDD
was science, learnt new chap blabla.
mt go com lab go do this recording thingy
a news baogao...zzz i do halfway then leave le.
went leeqing house do the english project..
stupid com lab close..but then still fun
played audi for dance steps.
then became so high. hahahahs
stupid joey, once again she never do anything.
gonar complain about her, heck care our marks
we must bring justice to ourselves..cant just let her get away with nothing.
then sat on tm father's lorry to cbss.
LOLS damn shiokkk. i LOVE it.
then bused home.~


Tuesday 19 February 2008 / 8:37 pm
omigoshhsshshsh.
did flag raising today..
stupid lahs, i messed up..
the strings were entagled
stupid addison ran away w/o doing anything
then skipskip.
after school...didnt wanr go home..
so did the stupid english project.
sianxz. leeqing,tingmei & i doddoodododod
while joey go home & slack while megan go her stupid china trip thing.
gossiped a lot.
actually told tingmei tht she shouldnt anyhow just let joey they all bully her.
she have to stand up for herself.
how can she be treated like a worthless lowlife?
she get bullied to easily.
then dododoodod, hah, can say i main person tht put in a lot to the project.
tingmei&leeqing did little but it beats doing nothing like tht -'- joey.
then used megan's pen blabla
then tingmei wrote until hardhard.
the tip didnt really spoil..it just dented a bit.
then tht megan came out & got around ^%$*@ tingmei.
i really pity her, gets blame for every little mistakes she does.
megan was like 'eh walau, i just bought this today/ytd?-i only write a few words, A FEW WORDS. walau..go die la.'
she still go hit tingmei head, 2-3 times sias.
BULLY UHS. -'-/
my patience has its limits lohs.
today morning already indirectly scolded joey.& her.
i know megan you might be reading this nowww.
i know you dont trust me, you think i'll just go blabbing about everything you tell me.
so you didnt tell me anything about the close ppl im with
nvm der, its not like i trust you anws.
keep your friends close, but your enimies closer
esp joey luhs, keep pissing me off.
use bug spray on you then you knows.
see your face wanr use pen & pokepokepoke le.
&&better make a bright blogskin le.
nowadays not interested in dark emoishy skin.

how long will this torture last?


Monday 18 February 2008 / 8:33 pm



HAH defeated him AT LONG LAST (:
today nothing much.blabla.
today damn guai, straight away go home.
-'- damn unlucky luhs.
fcuk that banglah.
fcuk until his assholeee tear until cannot repair.
stupid bald roasted egg.


Sunday 17 February 2008 / 8:57 pm

HAH, my gaara picture...
although its not 101% complete , its fine with me.
i stayed up till 2am to finish thisss.

morning went tution was super bored so smsed kelsey..
he was zaking.. stupid.
&i realised everytime i go tution i MUST do compo der.
x.x kill me i fcuking hate tht.
then mrt smsed kengteng. she was at GEYLANG.
hohoho why in the world is she doing there?!?!?
then..afternoon super sianssszzszszszxsxsz
so kenneth ask me entertain him then he entertain me.
so play uno lo, he win dno how many 0934592736times already.
stupid...then signed up for deviantart.
upload mst of my GAARA pictures.
HAH im so into deviantart.
i promise, during math period, i'll draw at least a short comic or something.
so there, my boredness cured.
blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
hah,i win.


Saturday 16 February 2008 / 8:08 pm
morning went badminton, (:
uncle mok talked for about 2 hours.
like urm some sort of reflection.
well it seemed unfair for me, somehow.
i voiced out what ive got to say & yet he had to somehow contradict me.
actually, to be frank.. i dont hate him
but this incident really make me wanr @#%!@%$ him.
so lets see, he said that i wasnt serious,
i wasnt confident,dont have the commitment.
i didnt run, i get killed by the 1st shot,
&i argued with him.
d'you know that it was hilarious when he said i argued with him
i wasnt really paying attention i was thinking about something else,
so i asked ppl what he talking, & he said i was arguing with him that way?
i just dont get his definition of argue.
maybe im mentally disturbing him what-so-ever.
ok he had to pick on me, it made me feel so bad.
why cant he just be straight forward & say 'youve got nothing good about you that i can talk about'
actually i wanr stand up for myself,
heres partly of what ive got to say..
im SUPER serious, if you were to compare me with jingni,&lihui..you would find me serious & wanr beat them badly...i think you cant see it ba, maybe i dont show that im serious but deep down inside i am. im not confident? im superrrrr confident. before the match ive always told myself to do my best & have fun like what you all had said. &duh the 1st few matches i would be obviously nervous, why pick on me here when other ppl are all the same? okok, this is one of the part im pretty fed up with, he said megan had soooo much commitment. but hello, i was the one that was beside her, cant you see,are you biaus? im like soooo into badminton. i love it like hell i listened closely to what youve got to say im not lke jingni or lihui, when you train them they dont give a f*** to you, they dont even look at you & your strokes, im a different case. i stare intensely i listen to what youve got to say. i trainned hard. i dno whats your expectations from me. ive come for almost every trainning, i only didnt come when i had to go temple or something
even though i was sick i still came. during the holidays, my mother prevented me from going, but because for the love of badminton, i begged her. acutally i couldve made the choice for not going. ive got so much more to elabo on this point, but i dont wanr make it so long. ok, i didnt run? maybe you were there to only see me play against raffles & mayflower only. at that point of time i do admit i didnt run, my legs were like jelly & it was pretty stiff. but if only you were there to see me play against cresent, st marg &queenstown. im mainly proud of my match against cresent i ran a lot, &i used most of your skills you taught me, the highest i could attained was 21-14. i didnt expect myself to get more then 10 but i did . i persevere. i didnt give up did i? from 7 i climbed up to 14. 7 you werent there to see. so how you know what had happen? okok, now the arguing part, I SERIOUSLY dont get what you mean. im just an ordinary blur person that sometimes dont get what ppl say, so i ask them, & you say im arguing. ireally dont get it jingni & lihui is there for you to say but all you can say about them is playful? they have all the things that you can describe them on top. but why me? this is the part where i really got hurt the most.
is it because i didnt even win a single match? if it is then you can just say straight to my face, you dont have to beat around the bush. thats the part where i cried. thats the point of time where i felt hurt . im feelin the pain once again. & to top the pain, ive got some personal problems. &its pretty unfair . i think u.m., i think you dont like me. i can feel that you detest me. i can sense your hatred somehow. i cant really say youre biaus. but i know we lost the tournament & youre sad because of the time,money,&sweat youve put in. but not only you, ive suffered also.i just hope you'll understand.
sorry yinkee wendy, maybe ill post tmr about our prob.

i would like to stand up to all girls, if theres a point of time when she
suddenly cannot perform well, maybe shes having her thing that comes every once
a month.



Friday 15 February 2008 / 9:02 pm

my bag (:


:p
i ran for my class..,
although i dont want..
lols, i was totally breathless, had sore throat so couldnt breathe properly.
wanted to run with megan, but she overtake me.
so ran with jingni. lols.
lols, jingni so funny XD..
then after that ran with siti.
so we were supposed to sprint at the end.
although she sprinted 1st, i still managed to take over her,
somehow. stupid la.
the end there was so narrow.. f3.
after that blablabla prize thingy..
its seemed tht it took hours.
kays, then went back hub with joey & megan
help buy leeqing & tingmei bag.
then wanted to go home & change then go out with kt to watch free movie.
buddens, i very tired le.
so slept the whole day.

-haish. ive got this feeling tht something bad is gonar happen


Thursday 14 February 2008 / 9:17 pm
so what if im a dumb loser?
everyone placed their hopes onto me,
&ive failed them, the whole team.
how could i ever repay them.
my loss is like the end of the world .
if only they could understand.
if only they hadnt misunderstood.
if only they know how it feels.
if only...
if.
&i was the only one that couldve saved the team.
our reputation is gone,
but girls, i'll do you proud & have my revenge
whether be it south zone or private competitions.
ive got to accomplish my dreams.
im not gonna waste another year losing.
im gonna prove it.
&im gonna play


/ 8:03 pm
ok. morning was FUNNY
OMFG I LAGUHED LIKE HELL XDDDDD
tht tht, person A give this person B a valentines day card
OMFG & that person A is super idiot
XDDD ask for stead somemore.
person B-full name, would you be my life partner until the day i die, i will shower you with love and care?
XDDDDDDDD&& there was an impact sweet too XD
omomomomg so farniieeeeeee
then history , OMG ..i LOVE HISTORY (:
then that person B tore the valentines day card and threw it into the dustbin
then was geo, SUPER FUNNY
lmao! talking about raping and canning
guys raping guys? girls raping guys?!
bla sci, nothing to elabo
then was mt....sat there, eat sweets and draw on the newspaper.
recess, went library..
OMg THANKS WENDY MEI, she very good lahhhhshsshsh
gimme a handphone pouch for valentines day present <33.
then heard she spent about $30+ for everything- omg ..i love you la.
then xinyi made my day. she gave me 'drugs' & now im addicted.
KIDS DO NOT TAKE DRUGS.
ok, then was math. siasnnsnsnznsznssxsx as usual.
HAHs, dont have to go for lit.
before that, thati gave me a flower, THANKS
blahs, went back to zhss again.
today had loaddsss of confidence & high hopes.
well i just rephrase everything & make it short.
i dont really have the mood right now
so jingni - lose.
megan&ranjetha- win
lihui - win
peixuan&leeqing-lose (3rd set..)
eslyn- lost.
okay, what can i reflect?
im sooo damn bloody disapointed with myself.
i was so close, so close to defeat tht bang***
arghs, so cried like hell on the bus & school
then realised megan cried with me even though she won
now thats what i call friendship (:
well thanks to those that had comfort me.
apprieciated.
&those that made fun,
-please, youve got to be in my shoes. you didnt even play & you mocked me. you think thats funny? wait till its your turn to cry & i laugh and make fun of you.i trainned for the whole year, all my sweat and hardwork. well at least i knew i gave my best. cant blame anyone but myself, its my destiny to lose. BUT i will pick myself up and train harder. im gonna try to top the other singles, because of my hand injury last time, it made me drop from 1st to 3rd. so im gonna traintraintrain, if i get the opputinity to play, i'll take it and give in my best shot. no one is gonna stop me, i train for a reason. &that reason is for me to know, & for you to find out. well sorry chongboon, didnt win anything for you. all i know is i got to know peixuan & jocelyn more during the process. got to meet more sec1's. but those whom ive always been with, vice versa, i LOVE YOU. thanks for being with me there by my side. happy valentines day.


Wednesday 13 February 2008 / 7:29 pm
well. morning wasnt as fearful as the last.
still, my hand shivered
then back to class.
had chinese test,..stupid la
sure fail. cfm derh , ive never pass a chinese test in my sec sch life.
then math, zians
then english? .
i just dont get this lee.
we can choose a variety of how we wanr present our wtv.
poem,song,rap,dance,skit.
then i was like. can we rap and dance?
she said 'obviously, when you rap..you have to dance. & when you dance you have to sing a song'
...so we did what she say la..
so we did skit & rap.
now i dno whats her problem she's like singing a different tune
'how can you have a skit and rap? i rather that you do one alone. its too messy'
argh you know what, actually i dont give a damn.
im just gonar surprise her & let her faint.
anw recess was nothing much.
then sci. hahs nothing to elabo.
lit, XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
we were conducting miss chin;s funeral
ZOMFG thati's group was AWESOME.
think they're gonar get high.high marks.
i like the last part where thati was singing.
it was like' im smiling, im not going to be sad, im gona be happy. blablabla~&haha you're in a shoebox'
then was chinese, AGAIN. T.T resumed the other part of the test.
then later had this assembly....kelsey was like..
the 3rd mslee/mrslee. T.T
sianed, so disturbed jocelyn. $%^#$^ XD
then left for hub in lq father's car.
heh we left our bags in ther then headed off for lunch.
blablabla siti joined us.
blablabalablablablabalbalbalb skipskip wasted time.
then megan & i went to the eigh percent shop..
finally, bought our new bags.
$39.90 T.T ~~~
but, its super duper uber awesomeeeeeeeeEEEEz
so white & pure.
heh, then went to buy the necklace and all.
then went back to cbss in lq father's car..
blabs...nothing much le (:
sadly...megan dont wanr use the bag tmr..
so next week use ba (:


Tuesday 12 February 2008 / 9:02 pm
blabla
skipskip until mt period
last 2 period, yay
test postponed to tmr.
thenthen we going com lab for 1 period
so i was like YES
then joey lost her wallet.
then started breaking down...-.-'
didnt really care about her.
but when i heard there was $185 inside i quickly comb the whole class.
pitiful to lose tht much money, her hongbao $$ somemore.
blablabla then miss chin had to come..
&we had a bag search
OMFG its so damn fun.
we were asked to put our hands up like surrendering. XD
thenthen amirul's duel masters deck was confiscated XDDD
after cl saw it he swiftly placed it in his pocket XDDDD
ahhahahahhahahahhahahahahs funny lahs.
then it took the whole period ^^V
then go toilet change(:
heh c girls ate tgt :D
then wished netballers luck then left for 2nd level.
i was supposed to play 1st single..
&i was like. WTF I PROTEST!!!!.
blablablahs.went zhss as usual
i can remember the place sooooo vividly.
then i started playing.
lmao, i playing with cresent's 3rd single woman.
lols 1st set was 21-7.
then improved MYSELF, cause no one supported me..
they showed no interest. jingni tried thanks.
2nd set was 21-14.
very good le, considering cresent is the 2nd proster.
then 1st doubles we lost, peixuan & yvonne.
shall not point any fingers at anybody.
2nd singles, jingni.
she got that sueh hoon? however you spell her name
actually jingni can kick her ass. butttt she blames herself for being rusty..
& she forgot how to smack -.-'
so i was teaching her all the simple basic moves, shit i feel like uncle mok.
then she lost, ranjetha was like pissed.
cause we al know she just let her opponent have advantage on her weakness.
thenthen was ranjetha & megan OFMGOFMGOMFG
THEY ALMOST WON LA. 21-19 ?!?!?!?!>?!?!
SO DAMN FUC**** CLOSE!!!!!!!!! WERGAWE$%Y#%&%^*$^*@^
ARRRRR nevermind least it shows we're catching up to cresent
hahas, their coach was like pissed.
thenthen was lihui XDDDDD
ROFLMAO!!!! SHE GOT THE PRO-EST SINGLE IN CRESENT
AHHAHAHAHS & she wanted the lau-ya one.
hahhahas like what mdm nurimah said....
just dont argue with lihui when she chooses which match she wanr play.
lols ever since we started the compt, lihui ALWAYS get the 'powderfullest' one.
well she was AWESOME
all her strokes were a killing move...BUT
F*** it had it HAD to hit the godamned net. RARHS
idiotic.& she kept hitting out..
& i keep hitting center..
+ she slipped down once.
so to the 'unknown':if i dont call it slippery then what?
haish. so nobody was sad today.
im like superrrrrrrrrr hyper :D
keep kajiaoing peixuan & jocelyn
ggagaggagags,then went mac
sat ther. sec 1s were super horny.
but not as horny as me (:
then wilson came over
with junlong & his friend.
heyheyhey, wilson is so fugly. jl is so much more better then him.
then went bbt shop with megan.
HAHs today i can spend 0cents for my dinner.
then i pei megan to the bus-stop
dno why i see this noob ther.
can gimme nightmares luhs
_l_ stupid jiewei.
dno why they call him penguin, penguin is like uber cute.
he cant be compared to something that is sooooo cute.
then the 'mdmyick' & tht noob disturb me.
blablabla then whacked ppl with my shoebag.
ohs, how fun.


Monday 11 February 2008 / 9:03 pm
blahs.
happyhappy morning didnt have to do duty (:
then 1st period was math
zomg. paid attention a little
now i can differentiate whats inverse & direct porportion.
stupid la i cant understand a single chapter fully.
T.T .. kill me .
then geo, gagagagagas another fun lesson.
science. nothing much.prs phua gave us our prize for the class deco
timeout!. pish so little. last year was like a hamper.
kays, recess nothing much.
wendy mei gave me a mini lolipop (: thanks :D.
then f&n . hahas made chicken curry.
zzzz.
then ce.. blablabla
after school ate the chicken curry rice for lunch
can say not bad la, but i didnt dare to touch the chicken..
not safe... scared its uncooked.
then badminton. urgh what a painn in the butt
wasted half an hour doing rubbish.
then after that i stroked with lihui..
found out i really very rusty.
same goes to lihui...
after that had competition..
1st match lihui won.
21-18.
then 2nd match i won. 21-17/18/19
then 3rd match ...lihui won.
so overall she won.
the third match was a tough match.
both of us gave our best divided by half.
23-25. good right, it proves.
stupid la if i hadnt waste that surf.
fine dont talk so much about badminton.
after that seniors were released early because we having competiton tmr.
lols we went mac slack awhile.
they all eating infront of me..i had to resist the temptation.
then went home. was talking about marwan
then speak of the devil, we saw him!
zomg swuayyyyy.
after this nothing much.

-please la. if i got attitude problem then say infront of my face. how you expect me to feel if you made me lose 3 points. when i wanr surf you just stand at my half court. how to play . then your big eyeballs just keep starring. how to concentrate ive got this feeling someone is watching me intensely. what to do, its in my nature to be like that.i tried my best. i proved it to you that i can hit out of center,& what you did to me? you diao me. i hate it when you diao me la. pish. no point elabo. im trying to cool down. &please mdm nurimah please come tmr T.T i cant afford to lose tmr match.
let me add in a little more.
-& WE the badminton girls have NO attitude problems at all. we attended trainning. & offered to stay longer. we wanted to train more. so we have a chance to improve in tmrs game. i dont see any attitude problem in that. is it because we do something you didnt like & you call that attitude problem? whatever. everybody, dont bring up this subject to me tmr. i wanr drop this matter.lamesh!t.


Sunday 10 February 2008 / 11:18 am

i love my shoes (:

heaven~

omfg, i saw mdm yick ytd.

my final creation which im very proud of,
also my very first navigational skin


okok, yesterday went out to meet my father's side
one of them only... so only recieved $12. sad.
but nevertheless i still got more then a hundred dollars.
then went gaint.
lols i saw mdm yick OMFG rarhs.
blahs thats about it.
&i created an awesome navi skin im varivari proud of (:
i still wish i could get sotd.


Friday 8 February 2008 / 11:42 pm

my cousins(: + a kawaii blue hippo..
argh CNY collect a total of $108 dollars so far,
thankyouthankyou.
so far i didnt go my fathers side?
i wonderrr.
tht means lesser $$ T.T
hmms got a lot of time.
and definately a good break from the outside world.
once we get back to school all i can think about is,
testtesttest, studystudystudy, homeworkhomeworkhomework
damn..and tues we're playing against cresent
shyt, i not fully awaken yet. still in cny mode.
&i thought today was sunday XD
well i have a lot of free time in my handdds.
so i did art , damn, halfway done..
dont wanr do homework yet.
thinking about it just spoils my day.
i'll do last minute work on sunday bahs.
hah, i wanr audi so badly.
i can but no sound, pathetic.
maple also cannot, all asiasoft games also cannot.
my com 'banned' me from all these awesomeness.
im forced to do nothing but boreee myself.
ART ROCKS, (:
ohohohohohohyeah.
still overwhelmed tht our class won 1st place for class deco AGAIN
(:(:((:(::(:(:(:(:(: 2years straight,sadly next year we're being seperated.


quote for the day- art is a passion, badminton is an obession.


Thursday 7 February 2008 / 8:40 am
errr,
letme post what happened yesterday,
hahs,i like this new duty list.
i can just sit there and finally read my book.
but dang, if only it started next week, aw.
thenthen..1st period was math,
urgh i hate it so much.\
ms fahyah, please teach us again T.T
then recess, i wasted half of the time doing literature & math punishment
stupid 50 lines.
then after that was english
hahahs before teacher came in, we were so high.
everyone was like running around class & playing with water & all
wendy vandalised joey's table for part of yinkee's revenge
then everyone followed, tingmei,megan,choonlong,amirul,&me
muahahs then we had less then half the class inside,..
had to do this rap thing...nobody cared.
after tht we went to the hall ourselves, as a class,
hahas, then once i stepped into the hall i had begun my highness.
LOLS, megan and i were laughing at mm. XDDD
then after tht zhongwei sat beside me, so we chatted
he gave me 40cents for my hongbao,zzz
then the assembly started..blabla
then i saw all the performance at the rehersal, so not fun.
(: i want and encore though.
anw after tht was the singing session.
LOLS, laughing hard at mrbala. &probably mdmyick.
lols, eh,before tht there was this catwalk...
LOLS laughing so damn bloody hard.
hahhahahahhahahahhahsahhhas, tht menon looks like someone from bangladesh,
if not those iran ppl, somehow.
blabla did go back to pri school, closed le
i hate tht new principal la she sucks to the maxxx
then went mac with ranjetha and kengteng,
had this BIG feast, not really big but, still as delicious(:
then blabla spent hours there & went home.

TODAY,
later i going temple.
so after every happened i'll post again
so thts all for now.
c'ya

to the 'unknown'
so youre saying tht if i critisize other schools, i need counselling?
so s'por eis gona provide counsellors for every single pupil tht critisize other school?
ive still got soooo much to say, but i currently forgot...


Tuesday 5 February 2008 / 9:48 pm

-nice right? -hahas,my RAISINS. -OMFG the watch i want. $119!

he was horny then XDDD
blabla, art did the painting.
can feel the wave of depression coming from yinkee.
haish. pity her soooo much.
all because of tht woman.
skip until after school.
went com lab. blabla until 330pm
then went hub with megan
XDDDDDD, went there see the watches wendy&yinkee
i wanted tht like so long ago.yeah went to tht shop.
tht auntie said only 2 colours left. light blue and black.
not nice man so ew. then the auntie crapped a lot and laughed at herself.
blabla then went out to find out prices and stuff.
muahas,went out and did some window shopping
bought fries, omfg magnificent.
then waited for laytin under the void deck at block 700b
near the playground ther.
lols so HIGH, &it was superrrrrrr windy.
OMFG SOOO windy.
hahas, then wanted to meet the wilson.
then in the end never, so i was waiting for my bus
suddenly tht jeremy go tap my shoulder.
WTF i saw tht horny freak. >.<'
lols then took the same bus, SWUAY.
he was crapping all the way about unicorns & their horns
& flying black bird birds


Monday 4 February 2008 / 8:06 pm




hahas, happy with the new duty list.
i doing understudy for flag raising tmr. (:
blabla, headed back to class since the parade sq was wet.
math was 1st period, lucky we escaped the test since most of us didnt bring the calculators
then geo, HAHAS mrchan didnt come today (:
then the mrchen came in, letashia was CRAZY
she was like, 'when are you leaving school, can i take a picture with you?'
then science..
recess ..at dismissal i was shouting like hell
so fun :)...can see most sec1's rmb me for shouting at them.
andre was like, walau .
F&n, hahas didnt bring the thingy,
lucky we didnt have to do practical.
lols was super fun doing therory
i was sitting in between cl & sharvin.
we were saying sharvin uses hair growth lotion?
&he getting horny blablabla whatever.
then ce did the classroom. wheets we're gonna win again.
i dont give a damn.
then went hall to see badm. then the rehersal thingy distracted me.
lols mm dont allow us to play. so sad.
then bla so sian
went mac then saw jeremy, asked him where wilson was.
he said his friend tio dno what taiji.
then say dno what joke. then say leg cramp
aiyah. if he came, i'll bully him. XD
hmm thts all. g'bye folks

&my com is so lag.


Saturday 2 February 2008 / 8:47 pm
had badm.
lols got a new trainning shirt.
grey colour der, so ew.
tht mrtan pick der.
you see ar pick for us so bleahs but for the vbllers so nice der.
anw, then bla warmup then footwork.
i do until my left feet ache.
because i keep landing on my 2 toes?
then stroked with megan & OMG i can finally smack again.
YAYs, hope CNY wont bring me down,down,down
then left early by one hour with leeqing to do class deco
then megan came shortly after.
she headache,, so its like she never do anything but cut the thingy out.
so it was like only me and leeqing decorating the place.
or you can say, im the only one walking around .
then cant finish in time, rushed out at 1.05pm.
lols, WE WERE LOCKED IN
OMFG, om tan & the aunties were at the foyer getting ready to leave.
lucky leeqing caught them just in time.
OMG,hahas. imagine what if we delayed.
T.T
went home did a little deco at home.
then slept. then made pineapple tarts.
damn how lame can i be? ._.
&OHS,,XINYI how can you do this to me !?!?!??!
TT_TT


Friday 1 February 2008 / 7:31 pm
damn, today went up the podium
to anounce the results for badminton,
acctually wanted to do 1st,
but let netball go first,
zomg i see cheryl do le, then my turn
T.T i didnt dare to face the crowd,
so look down lor, stupid,
my sore throat had to came at the wrong time.
finally the horror was over,
my hand was shivering like hell.

blahs, 1st period was mother tongue,
yawn, at least i knew how to do.
then math, super yawn, super sleepy.
lols those tht sits on the table are prositutes?
pe,2 rounds. never sweat tht much
recess,nothing special
english, nothing.
history, niceeenicenicenicenice
watched parts of the napolean bonaparte movie.
funny, & he;s like only 1.48cm tall.
shorty. so short. XDDDD
kinda fun, my group leading ! XD
with OBL* behind
& GWB** the last

OBL=osama bin laden
GWB= george W. bush

after school had this councillor meeting,
damn only 6 councillors for duty each day
&the crazy part is, we have to wear blazers.
stupid. lucky lower sec doesnt need.
hahas,tested on ruilin. the test subject
LOLS imagine someone wearing blazers tht isnt fitting & has short pants
so lower sec will stick to the normal way of dressing,& the girls will get to wear a tie soon
YAY. & ya the geo room has air-con tht is so damn shiok.
then went to class to decorate the classroom
stupid idiots, all left us & said they did deco
pui, you pajiao isit. you didnt even lift a finger.
all you did was sit there and talk like its your house + play catching.
pish, lame&childish acts of those dumbells.
then its like, only the badm girls in our class stayed back until 6pm
with lihui , hongming, and javier.
hah,we decorated the outside and the inside,
but not all really, blabla then later went to see the mrmok because of tht lihui.
lols,stupid lihui tht attention grabber, always sending letters to mm.
lols, he said all the badm girls are his god-daugthers?!?!?!??!
then blahs, went back home.
SWUAY ARRRR
SAW THT WILSON AND JEREMY ON THE BUS.
THEN FORCED TO STAND WITH THEM
OMG!, LOLS I WAS LIKE STEPPING ON THEIR LEGSXD
lols, super swuay