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' Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not 'there'
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see? '
extracted from stop & stare - one republic.

math, as usual sucked.
wasnt allowed to go into school because of my shoes -.-
lol but managed to get in anyway.
then went badminton
lol i thought i lost all my sense of everything about badminton
heh ! i still can hold & hit
not bad already. my worse was always hitting out & cant even hit the bloody shuttle.
& then someone hated me for tht lol.
anyway wooo doubles with megan
played blabla.
went for lunch with megan & ranjetha.
went hub to eat fish soup. nicenice !
walked around, tht ranjetha was so despo to get her video game
took ages then went ntuc to find her hair cream
then went back lol half an hour late !
played :D
was playing against jingni & chian yee
i fell down ! wthwthwthwth =.=
such a loud thud & mrmok cant hear =.="
argh continued playing
play until my left leg hurt like shit.
i fell on my right leg somemore -.-
lol, had blisters on my middle finger , two of them D:
then waited for the stupid bus for so long.
& marwan was behind me laughing like hell
-.-
woo no councillor camp ?
yays can go to WWW ! :DDD

had boring math remedial today.
hah kengteng, you see i can get accustomed to this lifestyle.
i didnt talk to no one at all.
absolutely. the whole boring lesson.
was there drawing allen,lenalee & krory.
but still buey tahan go get answer from kelsey.
whoo walked to the bus stop alone.
oh the magnificent feeling !
by not talking so much, im saving 123423412345345 energy running through my body.
went home changed & went tpy with brothers.
then trainned down to novena.
wooo, mother bought us all a pair of havanias.
then went tan tock seng hospital.
rotting away .
wooo yami yougurt is nice peepos.
then trainned down to raffles city.
waas all exex thingys. one dumb skirt can cost you $176
sot eh.
then went to eat dinner at sobuko ? ( i think thts how you spell it)
then cabbed home ^^
argh tmr still got remedial & badminton
gonar be tried out of my wits.

please la you diao me i dont care you
losing a friend like you wont burn a hole in my heart.
now to come and think about it,
what kengteng tagged at your blog is so true please.
a person that doesnt appriciate friendship,
what for even trying to settle it ?
well only stupid people like me believed.
dont worry there are people out there that's better then a mindless person like you.

heh & of course imy la dey .

woooo.
yesterday funfun okays,
played warcraft with bernard.
& conference with kengteng,wendy&bernard.
wooo
talk until 3.30am , yawns.
today slepy a lot
smsed a lot
tmr i dont wanr go math remedial,
but just go for the sake of going.
wooo,
wildwildwet here i come.
24o5o8 ^^

went expo & all tht.
shopped for what seemed like eternity.
smsed all the way.
my bills are seriously going to brust.
ive smsed over 130 + in 8 hours or so ?
lol every second a sms would pop up.
lol smsed kengteng halfway the she stop D:
okok this & that here & there

what for lose that precious bond just because you're an overbearing & obnoxious person.
i can't forgive myself cause it was I who created the trouble (or so it seems ..)
anyway all i know is stop being childish and grow up.
since you're pathetically older then me.
& i have to sympathise you for what i didnt do.
fine i can do that .
put the blame on me - akon.

WOOHOOO
last day of school !
okay i admit i detest going to school.
argh morning menon was talking all the way.
whats the point of repeating what you say every year
and you know nobody will register it in their heads?
is like go in come out.
we need more spark mans, more interesting pictures or videos.
one stupid person holding a damn bloody plant is beatuiful ?
what about my ass ~ :x (no offence la.)
boring day.
mrs lee relieved us for the report books and all
D:
went mac with kengteng then homed.
argh realised cant really sleep much.
math remedial,camp & trainnings !
& hahas my class parents meeting day prosponed !
wheeeeeeets.

must tahan.
one more day & i can sleep later then 6am.
jiayou eslyn.
& im meant to be hated in this world.
facing the music now.

D: assembly was super boring.
was sleeping.
hmm, another boring day
mdm nurimah never come.
keep it up !
jiayous, i'll be supporting you !
yesyes, kengteng my post is boring.
cause ive really got nothing much to say.

argh sleepy
ytd talked to wendy mei & played dota ~
WOHOO dgrayman ~
boo kanda !
WOO allen !
WOO krowy !
WOO lavi !
WOO lenalee ?

ok my leg is seriously painful like hell the whole day.

this that here there.
nothing much today.
a very boring day.
ok now i really hate school.
why go to school when you can sleep at home the whole day.
anw, woohoo councillor camp on the 9-11 june.
D: dont feel like going, like what yvonne says,
we also wont learn anything .-
&like what peixuan says,
waste of shampoo o.o (but still we everyday also use)

PEIXUAN
seriously, i dont like him anymore -.-
i gave up like centuries ago ? -_-''

-'-
what give you the right to just shout at people like no one's business
so what if it's fun for you.
cant you just talk nicely.
everything to you is stupid and has to die.
fyi, i cant die easily.
you're gonar die before i do, btw.
stinky cheebye.
dont care about how other people feels.
heartless biatch
i promise you, one day im so going to leave this god forsaken house.
have my own apartment.
at least i can be rid of your fucking.
its always me who does your bidding.
well when i leave, i can have all the freedom i want.
& god, one day if you come knocking on my door,
w/o hesitation im going to send you to the old folks home.
me living here is like living there with so much restrictions.
yeahyeah, just because you can shout doesnt make you the head of th hous.
goodness
even though it was your fault in not taking care of your own bloody matter,
you just blame the person nearest to you.
fun right ?
fuck off la bitch.
the earth has not a need for a kind like you.
screaming your head off everyday.
never thinking about neighbours needing their day's rest ?
why cant you just control your fucking temper and talk nicely?
why do you think she's so stupid ?
cause she was deafened by your fuckuing screeches.
if youre so desperate , why not shut your mouth and fuck the wall ?
well at least people says ayyayaya in response to you unlike people who merely walk away.
WOW, you have to immitate to show her how irratatin she sounds like,
oh-please you sound a hundred times worse.
it's exactly like a dying chicken.
i dont even know why i call you my mother.

to finalise everything :
i hate you & i think im not even your child to start with. maybe i was adopted or maybe youre my stepmother. we might never know.it's all in god's hand.
plus:
fathers are always better. & ive finally came to realise tht.
countdown: 6 years till i move out.

woohoo,
last day of tution can rest for one month.
shiokshiok.
sorry arh peeps didnt go badminton yesterday.
grandm brithday.
today her celebration.
was fun sias.
everyone went fishing.
at the bottle tree park there.
damn bloodddy fun.
all the dead fishes and all.
see people prawning. D:
disgusting.
went playground with cousins ,
all those young people so inconsiderate -f3/
we say them then they all run away DD:
bullies.
anw loveeed it.
tmr vesak day.
phew dont have to go temple

im proud of my math peeps.
i got 14/100 the best score of my life.
& i still cant get over the art score.
gawd T,T
anyway i failed 3 subjects total.
stupid literature, 1.5 marks to pass.
sianz.

lol ! saw a dead rat with all it's inards being squeezed out.
and the bone also
lol ! almost stepped on it.
must be the stupid mcdonalds bike, evil.

&& xinyi is the evil slasher. !
mas selamat's accomplice.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
ARGHHHHHHHRGHHGGH
FUCK
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
i've fucked up with flying colours.
GOD, i still cant get over the fact i got 57% for art?
-'- kao, this is my first time having such LOWWwwww marks for art.
what the heaven , wasted la.
why so fucking low for art godgodgod.
im so gonar kill myself already.
bad omen.
STUPID LA, bloody hell..
megan has to fucking beat me in every fucking fucked up paper.
GOD, wait till i tell you my math paper 1 results.
god i tell you i almost fainted.
5/50 ? kudos to me.
its suicidal mans.
so far history & geography made me proud T.T
my humanities ...
@#%#$^@$%^@^
i cant contain the anger la.
i fail everything i dont mind, BUT WTF
MY ART, I LOST ART TO MEGAN.
PLUS ONLY 57.
TEACHER, YOU PAJIAO AR.
TTT.TTT nevermind, no use crying over split milk..
you know what, i think teacher was stressing herself..
must be mark too many papers..
aiyah, have to face the music..~
i suck in art.
everyone, I SUCK IN ART.
dont ask me to draw anything for you anymore.

after school gave mrmok an "exam" paper to do.
lol last question was hilarious.
still he answered it, wakakakas.
dont know whether i should write here. lmao.

D:
so many natural disaters this days.
robberies & such too.
i wonder what god is trying to tell us.
maybe global warming is coming nearer.
PEOPLE, 3Rs xDD
you all dont wanr die young do you ? f3
shit, must organise inter-house badminton,
argh !

lol today overslept !
made them wait.
30 minutes late . hehe.
then to show my apology i blanja them lunch
$11.80 ~
went bugis walkwalk.
hehe, bought clothing , belt , etc.
hoho, went bugis junction buy pen.
then trainned down to hub.
bought wallet ^^.
then went to food court .
lol bumped into loads of chongboonites.
like, peixuan,jocelyn,eileen,yvonne,zul,veera,etc.
lols, went this fashion try on stuff and play around
hahas left the shop w/o buying anything >.
argh went home early
sadsad kengteng was still in vivo .
tmr taking back papers !
results results . let us die ~
OMG MATH, ENGLISH, HISTORY,GEOGRAPHY,SCIENCE,CHINESE,
ART,F&N,LITERATURE

WOOHOHOHOWOHOWHOWOHWO
EXAMS ARE OVERRR.
f&n sucked.
art i screwed up colouring.
but still,
^^
OMGOMGOMG,
i pity wendy & kengteng sias.
they kenna fooled by who ?!
&kengteng, i didnt know that wet dream & urine was transluscent & colourless.
tmr going out ~

FOLLOW THESE RULES:
1. You can only
say Yes or No!
2. You are NOT ALLOWED
to explain ANYTHING unless someone
messages you and asks!
3. DO NOT SAY
ANYTHING BESIDES YES OR NO!!!
4.Repost this as the Yes/ No Game!
Over 18?
no
Kissed someone on your top friends?
no .
Ever told a lie?
yes .
Been arrested?
no .
Kissed a picture?
yes .
Fallen asleep at work/school?
Yes .
Held an actual snake?
no.
Totaled your car/motorbike in an
accident?
no
Been fired from a job?
No.
Sang karaoke?
Yes.
Done something you told yourself you
wouldn't?
Yes.
Laughed until something you were
drinking came out your nose?
yes .
Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
No.
Kissed in the rain?
no.
Sang in the shower?
yes.
Sat on a roof top?
no.
Thought about your past with regret?
yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your
clothes on?
no.
Broken a bone?
yes.
Shaved your head?
No.
Slept naked?
No.
Played a prank on someone?
Yes.
Stayed up longer than 24 hours
straight?
no.
Had a gym membership?
No.
Felt like killing someone?
Yes.
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
Yes.
Been in a band?
No.
Shot a gun?
no
Liked someone with nobody else knowing
about it?
Yes.
Smoked a cigg?
No.
Played strip poker?
No.
Loved someone you shouldn't?
Yes.
Have a tattoo?
No.
Have or had any piercings more than
four?
no .

lol, is iGod. it's a robot hor.
ALLEN !

hmm science paper..
everyone say easy !
god must be i slept late then eyes & brain cannot concentrate
science paper okok.
section C easy ^^
WOOHOO art,art,ART
WDH F&N,f&n,f&n.
art rocks peeps.. !

LAST
1. Friend you saw: megan
2. Talked to on the phone: kengteng
3. Person to text you: kengteng
4. Was today better than
yesterday: no.
FAVORITE:
1. Number: 5
2. Color: black
3. Food: Japanese
4. Place: homwe
QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did
this morning when you got up?
A: open my eyes.
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: yup
Q: What's the last movie you watched
in theaters?
A: water horse ?
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: mother's room
Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: average.
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: always.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: it depends on other people's perspective, but my point of view, i used to.
Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: dont remember.
Q: What was your last thought before
going to sleep last night?
A: when will kengteng reply my sms.
Q: Rate life as of right now, one
being bad ten being great?
A: 4
Q: What do you hear right now?
A: the fan whoosing .
Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: exam stress
Q: What's your favorite month?
A: december, slackiest month.
Q: Are you missing someone right now?
A: no.
Q: Are you tired?
A: quite.
001. Real name?
Eslyn Heng
002 Birthday?
22/12/94
003. Eye color?
black
004. Zodiac sign?
dog
005. Male or female?
Female.
006. Single?
ya
007. Crushing?
not anymore
008. Smart?
in sleeping.
009. Hair color?
Black
010. Long or short?
Middle.
011. Sweats or Jeans?
Jeans.
012. Phone or Camera?
Phone.
013. Health freak?
o.o
014. Righty or lefty?
righty
FIRSTS:
01. First best friend?
vanessa.
02. First award?
computer thingy in k1 ?
03. First enemy?
hmm forgot the name(s)
04. First pet?
a rabbit ?
05. First vacation?
indonesia
CURRENTLY:
01. Eating?
air compounds around me.
02. Drinking?
unkown particles
03. I'm about to?
revise more.
04. Listening to?
the wild thoughts in my head.
05. Plans for today?
sleep then wake up to do science paper.
06. Waiting for?
Time to fly by.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE
GENDER:
01. Lips or eyes?
Eyes.
02. Shorter or taller?
Taller..
03. Romantic or spontaneous?
spontaneous
04. Sensitive or loud?
both ^^
05. Hook-up or relationship?
In a relationship.
HAVE YOU EVER:
06. Drank bubbles?
when i was young ? ya.
07. Lost glasses/contacts?
No.
08. Ran away from home?
always wanted to.
09. Broken someone's heart?
probably. i squished a few.
010. Been arrested?
No.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
01. Do you like someone?
not anymore -.-
02. Are you seriously happy with
where you are in life?
NO. Nothing makes me happy.

its 1.35am. no one's online.
only water babies are there to pei me through the night. T.

today whole day out, no time to do art draft D:
lol. home le watched D.Gray-man.
seriously nice okay allen & lavi is so damn bloody cute.
&rhobin, KANDA SUCKS KAY.
tht freak with the abnormal blue hair tht is freakishly long ;p
after tht kengteng called, LOLS.
funnyfunny, the mad dude xDDD.
& a guy tht looks like santa claus ? LOL
hmms, then suddenly cut, she shouldve been out of batt ba.
but still, she's in the bus with plenty of people :D

goshhhhy, clement & his gay cliques are gay as in homosexual not happy.
what is gay ? a person who is interested with another person of the same sex.
yenting, get some english lessons, & probably typing lessons too ?
sean, no comment.
clement, too much comment to be commented here =D
actually i never offend you all de, you all just created one big problem out of nowhere

dont believe you started the fight & spammed me ?
if you want a clearer picture ask from me yourself.
_l_ clement tan & his fcuking friends.
squeeze that into your confused little pea brain.
think you so smart, act pitiful.
god , that is so GAYGAYGAY !
dno which bastard go scold people first ?
dno which humji dude go spam me then say lolz ?
just because your girlfriend is my friend it doesnt give you the right to scold me,
not her or other people.
think youre some big shot ?
why i want her to berak with you ?
lets make this official.
BECAUSE I HAVE MY FRIEND'S WELFARE AT HEART.
YOU'RE ONE SICK FUCKTARD THAT CHEATS ON PEOPLE AND TOY WITH THEM.
YOU'RE THE ONE THAT USE THE PERSON THEN THROW AWAY.
AFTER YOU BREAK WITH THAT PERSON STILL WANR SCOLD HER.
im trying to deter my friend from being heartbroken by this plj that doesnt know what true love is.
but still, if you want it this way i dont bother anymore.
as long you dont give leeqing a permenant scar or you'll get it.
can tou justify yourself & your acts ?
PS: sean and tingmei wasnt what i passed on, it was leeqing. so kindly stop fucking my tagboard and go revise for your MYE papers. bitches.

anw, paper was scary D:
tmr is math, gonar die.
i know im gonar fail until i cannot fail.
2008 didnt come out the way i intended if would be.

http://babyjazz-onyx.blogspot.com/
read all her posts and laugh your ass off xD.
history paper !
godgodgodgod mcqs were freaking easy.
open ended was fucking hard.
structred questions were okok.
T. tell you, i lost more then 10 marks already la.
oh-god literature then followed by math ?
math sucks, i know i'll fail so terribly.
math is the one tht gives everyone stress.
faxenqing already.
FYI, water babies are nice to cut and smash.
YO, emo di ren.
emo people arent socialable.
why on the subject on how to spot a bu nan bu nu person o.o
bo liao uhs ? googogogoogog go study.
make use of your youth and not waste time at my fcuking blog (:
i dont want to have you hands dirty and eyes polluted.
have a nice day :D
ps: work out on your typing, many people hate twiters as they ruin people's eyesight !

people, readread. - xD
anyways, ytd i tried to stay up late to study..
but in the end fell asleep.
had to cram everything into my head - last minute.
ok so the paper was like...wdh.
so simple ?!?!?!
make me worry like hell.
the eight steps i remember everything somemore . -f3
lol, i did every single question until teacher told us tht we only had to chose 2 out of 3.
-.-
anws CHIONG FOR HISTORY
I DIE ALREADY.
i dont have my tb.
lols, dno why i suddenly have the urge to do chinese paper again. -.
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ITACHI & SASUKE :D, just drew it not long ago...12+?