Your love makes me strong, your hate makes me unstoppable.

Tuesday 28 October 2008 / 2:05 pm

Ok, Hello people.
Yesterday was trying to find a way to draw Dumbo.
Add Big ears to his pri sch picture.
To conceal his unglam face, i made it into this cartoony thing.
(You can compare this picture with the previous post)
This one is the non-dumbo one -.-
If you want the stupid dumbo one you can ask me personally :D
Dont know why but, i find this fun.
So you people out there, give me a picture (prefably zoomed in)
And i'll help you do something like that <
Btw it should be done in an hour or so..
but it depends on the size of the picture still..:)

Saturday 25 October 2008 / 11:15 am

I spent two days drawing this on photoshop ok.
The only reference i had was from Yahoo images.
Hmm i dont quite like Hibari..
but i just wanted to draw him..cause of the bird.
The bird is so cute ok.
Imagine you had your own bird and it sings your school song (eek disgusting).
Ok maybe im going to draw Gokudera or Lambo~
Argh i didnt forget Cross ok~
He's still hot :D Nobody can be compared to him~

Ok i dont know why im saying this but..
I want to go to school T.T
I beats staying at home staring at the com..
Have post exam activities~
Only that i hate waking up so early.

Friday 24 October 2008 / 6:26 pm

LOL, Eric looks lika mouse somehow :x
LOL, Kelsey ears are as big as ever ROFLMAO.

Arrrrrr, ok i got over the fact im in 3e4.
Actually thati told me the reasons why i can appeal and everything.
It sounds realistic,it made sense and i could go for it.
But now that i think of it, i'd rather not.
If this is supposedly my class for next year, i might as well go for it.
The only thing i cant accept it ART WASNT OFFERED.
Ok i was so angry and emotional. ART ART ART ART
The reason why i suddenly scored so high for EOY was that,
i wanted to beat megan - :)
Dont really know if 3e4 has anyone that i can compete with.
Dont know if i'll deprove in my results.
Sigh, i really regreted for my MYE, bloody hell~
Whatever then, now i have 6 subjects .
Better than 7 so all i can think of is to just study for O levels already.
Since i detest math so much i dont think A math is for me.
MATH SUCKS and that will always remain as a fact.
Ok now i really cant wait for 2009.
2008 suck, IT SUCKED.
First i lost my bloody phone, people,my mind and my allen-kun and cross sama.
I think my class would be fun as it was in 2e2 ba.
ARGH i'll so miss 2e2.
Although irratating~
All those jokes and memories.
All those times where we all bullied new teachers and chased then away.
The laughs we shared.
Argh i cant bear to part with the 2 years worth of memories.
Lol we labelled our class as " The most violent class : 2e2"
Hahas, true true forgot to add in noisy.
And time flies by real fast, next year im going to be 15..
going to be an uppersec student..
wow.
PLUS I CAN GET TO SEE GUYS IN LONG PANTS BWAHAHAHS.
Argh i just hate some people who keep bragging that they're in 3e1.
Does it mean you're in 3e1 you're the smartest one in cbss ?
Only childish people brag.
Yeah go on and say that ive got nothing to brag about,
who cares.
As long as i can finally accept my class,
it was a challenge.
3e4 shall rule.~
BYE 2E2 T.T WILL MISS YOU ALL.

Eek i wonder who our form teacher might be, hope it's not those type of freakish ones..
since im in the craziest class there can be.
Please dont make it a discipline one..
if not seriously i'll hate my class forever.

Thursday 23 October 2008 / 5:14 pm

NAZE WATASHI NANO ?!
WHY HUH, TELL ME WHY !
This life is so ****ing unfair.
Who was that bloody idiot who discovered about Math?
Yeah you all want to know what class i went to ?
INTERGRITY 4, laugh all you want.
Yeah go be happy and merry about your class you're in.
Bloody hell, just because i failed math, i got into this shitty class.
Everyone else that suck in their subjects, just had to pass math and
they're in those high high nice nice class.
Yeah thank you, even those who werent expected of.
That's not all,
WHY CANT YOU OFFER ART ?!
OMFG- I think there's more than 5 people oppting for it.
Do you know how unfair it is ?
IT'S SO BLOODY UNFAIR.
Art is like my life! And you're just taking it away from me,
you're ruining my future.
And what godamned subject did you offer me ?
DESIGN AND TECHNOLOGY.
O-M-F-G, I HATE DNT as well as F&N.
I hate both this subjects. Thinking about Dnt makes me want to die.
Omg i dont know how to say it, i hate both subjects so much.
I ****ING HATE DNT LA, THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES MY BLOOD BOIL.
I hate cutting out all those shit plastics and wood,
i hate doing the stupid journal theory and everything.
i hate f&n cause of the stupid things to remember.
I find art so much more easier and so much more me.
Thanks, you've seriously ruined my future.
So what, at least there are people who oppted for it right.
No teachers? You have 2 of them in this school.
They cant possibly be THAT busy can they
COME ON they are teachers, they are supposed to teach.
Isnt that like your job.
If there are shortage of teachers in Singapore,
might as well just stay home and study.
Freaks.
Now that i think of it,
It's not about the class that's important to me anymore.
It's about the subject im doing.
And i can say im not happy.
And yay, im going to ite .
Yeah thanks for crashing my dream.
And you keep on saying to study the subjects you like, so on and so forth.
Yeah what big contradicters.
Yeah and i hate this school so much,
sucha stupid school, offering stupid things .
Talk so much and i doubt they do anything.
Plus your colour combination sucks,
which idiot matches blue with yellow ?
And plus the doors as grey and everything as yellow?
Omg this whole school is a laughing stock.

Yeah and i hate the stupid school magazine,
not because of the picture or anything.
But some words that were missing,
hey thanks a lot.
You all made my day (adds major sarscam)

(Those in red explains everything)
It starts with
One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down till the end of the day
Clock ticks life away
Its so unreal
You didnt look out below,
Watch the time go right out the window
Tryn to hold on
Didnt even know, I wasted it all
Just to watch you(it) go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What its meant to be
Will, eventually be,
A memory of a time...

When I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter...
I had to fall, to loose it all...
But in the end, it doesnt even matter...

One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To remind myself
How I tried so hard...
Dispite the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
Im surprised it got so far
Things arent the way they were before
You wouldnt even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end...
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to be, will
Eventually, be a memory of a time...

When I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to loose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter...

Ive put my trust in you
Pushed as far, as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know...

Ive put my trust, in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know...

I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to loose it all,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter

You might as well say the whole song means it.
Thanks but no thanks.
Go label me as a Complain Queen like you used to,
i dont give a damn.
Favourtism is the right word and the only word.
Other than that bias is the similar one.

Now that i realised,
YOU CAN SAY THIS WHOLE SONG IS ABOUT MY MISERABLE LIFE.

Wednesday 22 October 2008 / 4:55 pm

Gay rating:10/10 , LOL

I see God , Kelsey's 'sexy' long legs.

Look at the pro go! , Won this chilling can of Pepsi

'Quackster' , Look at Andre ~

YO PEOPLE :D !
We went to Sembawang Country Club for golf today :D
L-O-L the bus uncle lost his way, OMFG IT WAS SO FUNNY.
AND HE PASSED BY THE DESTINATION SOMEMORE.
So we somehow toured around Sembawang..and Admiralty.
Choonlong said he predicts the bus will be lost, who knew ~
He also said it'll break down halfway, and again, WHO KNEW ~
Thenthen the uncle turned into this yatch club thing, LOL.
After 1 hour of bus ride, we finally reached our destination.
Mr Chan said,"We're not lost, we're only taking a interesting way to get there."
Yeah right.
We were 40minnutes late, yay yay what an accomplishment !
Then started doing warmups blablabla..
Had only 5-10mins to play -.-
After that had our break.
We combined our break with 2 other schools (oh great)
So of course, the queue was long..very long.
HAH WE CAME PREPARED. Brought chips.
Kapok fries from the on coming people walking past me.
YUCKS, it was so soggy la..was it like..yesterday's fries ?
After our break we went to the field, the putting field ?
Learnt putting,sand bunker thingy& chipping.
WOW, i realised ive became so TANNED.
The major difference between my palm and fingers.
"I KNOW WHAT'S THE MEANING OF SYNDROME,IT'S IDIOT!"
ROFLMAO, guess who.
All i know we wasted an hour there suffering under the hot sun..
Then YES we got back, and we played (oh the part i love most)
Although thati misses a lot (yeah i mean a lot)
she hits quite far actually, except..well a few in which she hit till the rocks infront of her.
Weee, it was competetion, everyone had to participate..
only a few idiots didnt..
Let's see one went into hiding-.-, and the other one had a MAJOR sunburn LOL.
Check out 2e2's class blog for the video, i dont want to upload it here.
It's like 38mb and it takes like..half an hour to get it up.
Lol ok if you watched it, whatever they said during my turn please ignore it.
IT TOTALLY ISN'T TRUE OK.
WTH, that thing was SOOOO last year, in fact im and idiot to do so anyway.
IM NEUTRAL NOW, THANK YOU. (Who was the loudest? I'll get them)
Hahas, Andre is the pro-est among everyone here, CLAP*
Z amazingly i won for the girls part and Andre won the guys part.
And wow the first time i hit that far, 100metres+ Thank you thank you !
LOL why didnt thati win ?!
After everything, we waited for the bus..
Took so long, we were like with 2e1.
Lol tm said that maybe the bus uncle got lost again - LOL
Ok, so i snapped pictures of people cause i was bored..
Then after that the girls took the er..group photo.
Then Yea Jing began to talk about class outing.
LOL funny.

Sad thing : Im so not taking A math. !#$%#$#^%&^!#!@% Walao.

Tuesday 21 October 2008 / 8:49 pm

Went all the way to cck ar ?
No idea all i know is near Tech Whye Sec and Pri.
Urgh so muddy and disgusting.
Everywhere you step, you'll hear the squeachly sound.
Stupid la it was so very very warm.
It's as if we're in the oven being roasted like pigs.
I've becomed tanner, arrr soon i'll be chaotah.
So we shot here and there, it was okay..
And i thought it would be indoors, hmph.
Everyone was burning ~ Burnin up, burnin up for you babyyyy~
Hey hey i just realised i felt like cross all of the sudden.
Using his arrow move ~ :x
Shot the stupid yellow thingy 2 times only, so pathetic.
Call me crazy but i actually dont mind going again, provided there isnt any mud.
Walao..dont feel like posting la..
Got my head on something else.
Watching 2 people have this stupid talk with their msn pms.
So entertaining, number 1 way to waste time.
G.Bye people ~

Btw LAMBO IS CUTE
AND CROSS IS HOT
YAY~

Nah kengteng as you requested..
KENGTENG _____ !
Fill in the blanks ! I dont know how to spell that R word ...sadly.

Monday 20 October 2008 / 7:36 pm

LAMBO-SAN ! :DDDD
He's still cute even after transforming to his 10 Years Later state.
If you plus lambo and cross together, Havoc i tell you, HAVOC.
Two very awesome people together, ARRRR.
Hmm about today...
Had the Trip to the battlefield.
Went to Kranji War Memorial
Then the Changi Museum thing.
Hmmm, not very entertaining i guess, but still ok la.
Lol ate lunch at this Changi place in which i forgot where.
Ar, everything seems to cost 2x worser than school food.
Yeah at the museum walked around, a lot of ang mohs.
But still nice to see lar, the only creepy part was about the torture and everything.
Then finished the thingy, walked out and went into this creepy dark room.
To hear the voices of the POWs.
Lol CREEPY, imagine being alone in there, and something BAM at you.
Then the rest went in, then choonlong go hold the door along with eqa.
LOL sharvin they all stuck, then leeqing megan tm went to block everything.
Lol funneh.
In the bus didnt want to hear music anymore,
so resorted to taking pictures of the gays gaying behind.
Eric is so gay, trust me.
Should i post his gay picture up ?
Ok then finally back, had to wait 20mins before going back.
Didnt go badminton, had stomach ache plus little bit of sore throat.
I MIGHT be going to the next one
Still i dont know, i seem to lose interest in badminton - & i dont know why.

Muahehehehes, i got something in mind to draw.
BEWARE.
I dont even think anyone cares -.-
This blog is good as 'dead'

*faints*
Btw edited by me :DDD
Leeqing if you're reading this,
the video i showed you yesterday was HAHAS.
*nosebleeds*

Sunday 19 October 2008 / 5:45 pm

Hmm ive discovered a few more characters.
Klaud, Head Nurse (credits to kelsey for suggesting her LOL), Enma Ai (Not related to DGM), And Debitto.
I cant really find the right top for Debitto,but still it looks the same :D
Oh yeah not fair lar audition has a shirt similar to Vampire knight lor.
WHY CANT THEY HAVE DGM DE
They have the stupid Rock Lee and Naruto face.
Nothing on Dgm de, SOB.
Argh, all the speculations on when the next season of DGM is going to start is making me confused !
They have, Late october/earlyn november, Next may, Next october blabla.
WHICH ONE AM I SUPPOSED TO BELIEVE.
Ok the May one sounds realistic.
Reason why they stop this anime cause they dont want the anime to catch up with the manga.
CRAPPP, must wait until so long. T.T
PEOPLE IT'S VERY BORING, audition and katayo hitman reborn doesnt entertain me anymore!

Oh yeah i made my own handphone theme,
wasted 3hours yesterday perfecting it.
IT ROCKS OK.
My own personalised theme. :D

Friday 17 October 2008 / 9:25 pm

Hahas, here are some dgm characters you can dress up as in audi.

Was very bored so i came up with this.

You cant do lenalee, that's all i know.

The rest im lazy to find out.

For CROSS just imagine he tied up his hair(:D)

Oh yeah for those who cant see, it's Lavi,Tyki,Rhode,Allen & CROSS.

Cool eh. If i had a guy character i would so dress up as CROSS, GAAAAAS.

Anw im soosooo tired.

FUN DAY TODAY YEAH.

Thursday 16 October 2008 / 8:18 pm

What a joyous occasion it is today :D
Although it's leeqing's birthday, and stupid level 4's,

it's one of the most memorable day for me.

(adds sarcasm*)

Let's start off with the first and foremost WONDERFUL thing we have on the list .

Had this sexuality talk. COME ON WTH.

How many times must we have it.

One year of torture is already enough.

HOW MANY TIMES MUST WE GO THROUGH HELL?

Let's total up how many times ive sat for this crap?

About 5 total after adding it up since Secondary 1.

Just come to a conclusion, Sex is bad at a young age.

Abortion is painful same goes to STDs.

Bad to get pregnant when young.

Ok whatever i know the teachers intentions are good.

Anyway 2nd one is worse i guess.

Cyberwellness.

Let's see.. out of all the points he mentioned which one do you think anybody will follow?

Ok whatever.

Everything was going well...

anyway, Happy Birthday Lee Qing !

Yeah and the unfortunate thing happened shallnt elabo.

YES IM SO HAPPY ONCE AGAIN.

I IMPROVED.

Gloating at my marks.

Lalala.

My Cross-sama got stolen in the toilet.

Nice clue ?

Oh yeah add in Allen-kun the stupid disciple.

Booohoooos.

I appeared to misprize it,

sob.

Those who dno what misprize is,

1. To hold in contempt.

2. To undervalue.

Get it ? I cant help you if youre that dumb.

Tuesday 14 October 2008 / 7:17 pm

YESH ! Omg results were like totally unexpected. Recieved only two. Literature and english.

Ok im so freaking happy, i topped both the papers. Literature couldnt get the stupid paper back cause i didnt write my full name and had to write it out a hundred times at the spot. Grrr *filled with hatred*. I dont see any other Eslyn in this school. Ok so she briefly went through the answers and showed everyone's marks on the screen. I was busy writing la, leeqing told me and im like wth, must be read wrongly. Gahhs. Who knew i really got quite high although i didnt really write to my satisfaction. Still my class highest mark is like the average of other class, omg la 2e4. Sot already !

Okok, english..

Stupid la i cant believe it, i got so many careless mistakes.

Stupid tense, if not i couldve gotten 4 marks.

And that might've equaled to ..40 marks.

Im going bonkers la so sad.

Cant wait for compo marks !

Plusplus thati told us that for our class, nobody failed history!

YAY, plus everyone got above B ?

That one im afraid, is hard to believe.

If everyone does, then nice one then.

Ok i can say so far my results were unexpected !

Well except a few.. totally expected.

I dno how i zoomed up, maybe people zoomed down.

Who cares !

I hate the stupid classroom la,cant believe they painting it all blue.

How can they take away red?! Red is like so nice.

Blue is freaking ugly, esp skyblue. NOOO.

The school is ruined, trust me.

Stupid paint la caused me to sneeze uncontrollably these two days.

If tmr i get it again, i dont think i can go for badminton.

Btw, watching err Kayato hitman reborn ?

I guess that's how you spell it, quite interesting..

LAMBO IS CUTE, reborn is downright disgusting.

WATCH EPISODE 27 OF DGM.

What Allen says at the end makes quite some sense.

Letme reply : IT'S BECAUSE HE'S SO HOT. He has this charm and i dont know what.

Sunday 12 October 2008 / 1:35 pm

Yay ! So freaking happy :D
Today got back results.
Normally i would be, DONT TALK TO ME ABOUT IT.
And sorry to say but i still am.

Hmm morning, weird ok people, stupid breakfast with the stars?
Most councillors were picked, some were left out :/
I'd rather have breakfast with the moon.
Some boring "speech" this and that got our stars and down we go.
Eat something drank some barley thingy that tasted bad..
I admit the cream puff thingy was delicious :x
Ok so this is one way on how i saved money today.
Went back to class, PEEYOU, IT STINKS SO BADLY.
They painted the classroom ! IT'S SO UGLY.
BLUE SO DOESNT GO WITH YELLOW AND BIEDGE.
WHY CANT IT BE ORANGE, imagine the whole school in blue!
OMG, UGLY UGLY UGLY. Whoever chose the colour, has no taste at ALL.
Then went d&t room , made keychain..
The picture on top so i dont have to elabo so much except..
THERE WASNT RED AND I CANT DO CROSS, another reason being, his hair is hard to cut.
Stupid la, we were drilling holes out of this acrylic plastic.
I was holding it with tingmei, stupid la halfway cutting she run away.
Then my finger got hit two times, it's so freaking painful for your info.
Walao until now it still hurts whether i touch it or not.
Stupid la cause so much trouble today..
Recess, nothing much - HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PEIXUAN you horny thing.
After that was chinese, didnt really tell us the marks, she just went through papers.
Lol whole class had this deoderant thing, although it was over-sprayed it beats the stupid paint smell.
Teach us on not to inhale things like paint and see what they doing to us !
Trapping us in this room inhaling dangerous inhalants.
Ok science, IT WAS SO BLOODY UNPREDICTED.
I didnt expect to get so much la.
Im like, i think im gonna get 50+/just 60.
WHO KNEW I GOT 72.5 !
Practically jumped in the class.
Stupid urethRa, forgot the R,
stupid light diagram, didnt label it, THEY DIDNT MENTION.
i read the question more than 5 times they didnt write LABEL.
1.5 MARKS IS EVERYTHING
Okok next was geography, YESSSS I GOT 62.
I improved ok ! Same as kelsey, another surprising fact !
AND MORE THAN TTC , the so called geography pro.
Thati got 77 and she was dancing around the whole class la.
Shaking her head body and everything.
She looks like one deranged woman that got possesed or something.
It's as if she got electrocuted, her hair was standing .
Ok next was art, WHOO WOOO WHOOO.
The highest for any paper i can get , and the highest i got in my secondary school life.
87/100 WOOOOOOO, stupid la thati beat me by 1 mark !
How am i supposed to know Paul Klee died in 1940s.
I got mixed up with all the names ok i thought he was in the 17th centuary.
Stupid la megan beat me by 1% for overall her stupid MYE la.
After that we had half an hour left..
Just slept , was so sick .
After school ate in the canteen and went home.
Wanted to go badminton la, wasted.
Made me bring my stupid shoebag.
I had a hard time getting myself to go for badminton.
Stupid la everytime i wanr go, i end up not going due to stupid reasons.
I IMPROVED FOR ALL MY SUBJECTS,
EVEN MATH OMG. (but sitll i failed. Sob)

Anyway my scanner and my picture uploading thingy has problems,
so yeah.
I had to use the scanner to scan my lavi keychain.
After that it went bonkers and tada.
Btw diyan/Mrs Walker, i cant show you the allen picture thingy.
Cause my scanner got poofed and errr even if i scan it's not very clear.

Stupid woman, causing trouble everytime.

Line for the day : CROSS ROCKS, YOU KNOW IT.

Saturday 11 October 2008 / 6:03 pm

Additional Post :
Lol, we stopped at orchard mrt station.
Walked out got lost and got our way there in the end.
We had to walk rounds same place thrice.
Plus on the way, this lady with sunglasses came up to tm and megan.
Leeqing and i were like, was she asking for directions ?
We didnt notice what was beside us...
BAMB, WHO KNEW, she said she was from Japan.
She had that accent too.
GOSH, then then she asked me questions about Japan.
Like, you know anybody like actress actor singers or anything from Japan?
So she asked me first, i remembered watching a commercial...
So i said BoA? Then the rest all gong, all dont know.
I also said DGM , YAY !~
Then what shocked us was...SHE WANTED TO FLIM US,OMFG.
Ok...so everyone ran away from me, i alone standing there like and idiot.
Then well they came back, Argh screwed up.
It's like having oral all over again, but with milions of people watching you from another country.
Ok so like she asked more questions she didnt asked before..
Ok so basically i was the only one that answered everything.
Yeah so i said BoA, and well added The Gazette only that i dont know how to pronounce.
THEN SHE ASKED US IF WE KNEW THEIR PRIME MINISTER'S NAME.
OR THE PREVIOUS ONE,OMG.
Ok so we said we dno, then flimed finish and we went off.
Then tm said Yamashita, WTH LOL.
Yeah i was so "traumatised" I forgot to ask what show they were fliming for.
Damn, now im being shown somewhere out there in Japan,
and prolly with everyone laughing their ass off. (l't'ao/lmao)
Ps: Then i went back home to check up on BoA, she's korean but a jap singer, weird. Im like wtf did i give the wrong answer?)

Added videos*

They were playing with the lift buttons in Central, it has this weird sound when you press it.
She wanted to take a picture with the lion, she went near it, backed away..and SCREAMED. HILARIOUS, whole mrt station was looking at her.