Wednesday, 23 July 2008 / 10:00 pm
A series of crazy events happened today .
Unfortunately , & i thought life would get better .
I thought it was sunshine after the rain .
Poo, im so wrong . It's a snowstorm , a typhoon, a tsunami , hurricane, tornado , whatever that is destructive .
Well, first of all ..
This isnt that bad rather, was a good thing ?
Choonlong asked Joey to get out of our group cause she was in the way .
Then she cried , for what reasons , i dont know and i dont care .
Like that, if she cried because of choonlong - crybaby .
Which is what everyone is labeling her .
If she cried because of depression - Counselling .
Ok let's see , recess .
Free show , cant believe tht guy can shout back . Amazing .
9 out of 10 stars !
My second misery is that my timetable is pathetic .
Why cant they mix the interesting ones with the boring ones .
Why seperate interesting and boring away ?!
Tuesday and wednesy really sucks my soul out .
The last 2 hours my soul was wandering around looking for entertainment .
Meanwhile leaving my body in a current state of boredness .
Then went to the canteen with Sinyee .
Did mdmchan's 50 lines formula punishment .
Headed for the councillor room ~
Decomposing starts here .
Third unforunate twist of events .
The training was fucking cancel .
May i know what was the reason ?
There wasn't enough people attending it .
Weak , freaking weak .
Letme count for you , about 10 people would've been there .
Arent they already a crowd ?
Come on, i just realised .
EVERY time i WANT (desperately) to play badminton, i cant .
EVERY time i CANT ( injured,sick,other reasons) im forced to .
See the irony ?
I was bloody fucked up & pissed off .
Cancel the training, will it reap good results ?
After that, you will just blame us for having that 'attitude'
Then say we deprove , puh-lease its like we only get to train once a week .
Now you cancel , God knows what would happen .
Look yourself in the mirror .
And people really want to go but you stop them lolz .
Then , i heard from px ...
She said you were going to go there to supervise and stroke with us for training .
Surprisingly you appear for only about half an hour or less, and poof you're gone .
Pathetic , if you're so busy dont make empty ' promises ' .
Like what my pm is saying ,
' I was a bloody idiot to have idiolised you as my hero before . '
Seriously, you're the teacher out of the rest i respect most .
Since it turned out this way , i guess i really cant like any teacher .
I dont know why but i almost cry ?
Whatta crybaby right , yeah thanks that was what you said i was.
Ive really got loads to say , a whining marathon .
Fuck it is all i can say, Fuck this pathetic 2008 .
Well lastly ,
Im on the verge of dying .
Is this really the end ?
Please i dont wanr let go .
But if i do , let it go back to what it was before .
24 is the number .
Dear God, this is what you can do for me to salvage this unluckiness i carry .
