Friday, 22 August 2008 / 10:06 pm
Fuck everything, everyone-everywhere.
I hate this school in which theres rarely anyone there for you.
Yeah how long has it been ?
1year,8months ?
Being that close, but not getting any further.
I know i cant force anything but.
Its fucking irratating seeing it happening right infront of my eyes.
If you want , take this personal relationship somewhere else.
I dont know what to say but,
i tolerated.
Everytime i talk to either one of you, you'll be distracted by the other.
Wow, i cant find the words to describe it anymore.
Its suicidal, im lessening the people around me just like that.
But for comfort ? id rather do it.
Im trying to be optimistic
is it wrong ?
It has benefited my life so far.
ive been looking at my life in a different view.
Its still progressing, but some obstacle has came.
Like what mrsphua showed us, The Last Lecture.
That professor has a good point.
The obstacle is there to see how much we are going to work for the things we aim for.
&how much we want it
Im not letting this matter disrupt anything.
I should just ignore,
:/