Your love makes me strong, your hate makes me unstoppable.

Thursday, 23 October 2008 / 5:14 pm

NAZE WATASHI NANO ?!
WHY HUH, TELL ME WHY !
This life is so ****ing unfair.
Who was that bloody idiot who discovered about Math?
Yeah you all want to know what class i went to ?
INTERGRITY 4, laugh all you want.
Yeah go be happy and merry about your class you're in.
Bloody hell, just because i failed math, i got into this shitty class.
Everyone else that suck in their subjects, just had to pass math and
they're in those high high nice nice class.
Yeah thank you, even those who werent expected of.
That's not all,
WHY CANT YOU OFFER ART ?!
OMFG- I think there's more than 5 people oppting for it.
Do you know how unfair it is ?
IT'S SO BLOODY UNFAIR.
Art is like my life! And you're just taking it away from me,
you're ruining my future.
And what godamned subject did you offer me ?
DESIGN AND TECHNOLOGY.
O-M-F-G, I HATE DNT as well as F&N.
I hate both this subjects. Thinking about Dnt makes me want to die.
Omg i dont know how to say it, i hate both subjects so much.
I ****ING HATE DNT LA, THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES MY BLOOD BOIL.
I hate cutting out all those shit plastics and wood,
i hate doing the stupid journal theory and everything.
i hate f&n cause of the stupid things to remember.
I find art so much more easier and so much more me.
Thanks, you've seriously ruined my future.
So what, at least there are people who oppted for it right.
No teachers? You have 2 of them in this school.
They cant possibly be THAT busy can they
COME ON they are teachers, they are supposed to teach.
Isnt that like your job.
If there are shortage of teachers in Singapore,
might as well just stay home and study.
Freaks.
Now that i think of it,
It's not about the class that's important to me anymore.
It's about the subject im doing.
And i can say im not happy.
And yay, im going to ite .
Yeah thanks for crashing my dream.
And you keep on saying to study the subjects you like, so on and so forth.
Yeah what big contradicters.
Yeah and i hate this school so much,
sucha stupid school, offering stupid things .
Talk so much and i doubt they do anything.
Plus your colour combination sucks,
which idiot matches blue with yellow ?
And plus the doors as grey and everything as yellow?
Omg this whole school is a laughing stock.

Yeah and i hate the stupid school magazine,
not because of the picture or anything.
But some words that were missing,
hey thanks a lot.
You all made my day (adds major sarscam)

(Those in red explains everything)
It starts with
One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down till the end of the day
Clock ticks life away
Its so unreal
You didnt look out below,
Watch the time go right out the window
Tryn to hold on
Didnt even know, I wasted it all
Just to watch you(it) go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What its meant to be
Will, eventually be,
A memory of a time...

When I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter...
I had to fall, to loose it all...
But in the end, it doesnt even matter...

One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To remind myself
How I tried so hard...
Dispite the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
Im surprised it got so far
Things arent the way they were before
You wouldnt even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end...
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to be, will
Eventually, be a memory of a time...

When I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to loose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter...

Ive put my trust in you
Pushed as far, as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know...

Ive put my trust, in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know...

I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to loose it all,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter

You might as well say the whole song means it.
Thanks but no thanks.
Go label me as a Complain Queen like you used to,
i dont give a damn.
Favourtism is the right word and the only word.
Other than that bias is the similar one.

Now that i realised,
YOU CAN SAY THIS WHOLE SONG IS ABOUT MY MISERABLE LIFE.